September, surprise me!

September is here, and it finally signifies the end of Summer and the beginning of Autumn. I never thought I’d say I’m happy to see the day that summer is over, but this year I have found it somewhat chaotic, scattered thoughts and scattered showers, along with some thunder storms, I’m ready to say goodbye.

It is such a beautiful transition, to feel the fresh coolness and notice the countryside ablaze with colour, I can finally breathe in the fresh air again. The leaves on the trees withholding their crispness, and the days are getting shorter, the flock of tourists have gone back to their own flocks, and now I’m ready for September, to surprise me!

Autumn represents abundance, maturity and wealth, and seeing as I’m turning 30 this year, this seems the perfect fit for my life purpose right now.

So this month, I am completing a four week manifestation challenge with my sister, where we actively manifest things we want into our life, and let go of those things that no longer serve us. That could be getting rid of negative self talk or comparing yourself to others, or even toxic relationships where the person you’ve been holding onto doesn’t have your best interests at heart.

I am listening to daily positive affirmations that resonate with me, and meditating more frequently while envisioning where I want to be, however this doesn’t mean it will definitely work, it’s all in the mindset.

This is such a powerful process and two weeks in, I already feel so much more positive and happier, because I am not sitting in my dark thoughts and letting them sabotage me into oblivion.

What do you want to welcome into your life this season, what do you want to let go of? You may find September leads you into a completely different path when you get honest with yourself about what you want.

I’ve realised I can manifest whatever I want into my life, with changing the way I think, I just have to believe it, and believe I deserve the best, something I have not always done.

Throughout my twenties I have had a string of toxic relationships, and I ask myself why? Is it because I’m too caring, too giving, not good enough? I kept asking what was wrong with me, but I know I was just living and loving, being the best person I could be, but when you know your not receiving that same kindness, you have to ask yourself some hard questions, and decide to let that go, because you deserve more, don’t settle for less, don’t allow another human being to make you feel less.

I won’t change who I am because it’s who I am to the core, and no one can ever take the love I gave away, all we can do is grow and learn, and I am learning to love myself. I will never regret those experiences, but what I do regret is ever questioning my own worth.

Now I am manifesting new thought patterns, healthy habits, happiness, self-care and realising that loving myself is enough, I am the only one that can complete me, and this week I am stepping into the most successful week of my life.

2 thoughts on “September, surprise me!

  1. We have to remeber we are part of our total happiness. Self-care and self-love. I wish I’d known this when I was younger. Like you I had many bad relationships and now I go what in the hell was wrong with me. I wanted someone else to fullfill me and that can’t happen. 🙂

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